…and I already have 30 follicles at or around 11mm.
Did I mention that I’m a freak?! Of course, of those follies I’ll be lucky if one is decent. I did the 150iu of Gonal F up until this morning…now I’m doing 1 vial of Cetritide and 8 units of Micro-dose Ovidrel. All with daily monitoring. I have to give the Dr. credit, they are definitely monitoring me closely.
Oh and Estradial is 1270, FSH is 11.8 and Progesterone was 1.8…..
I just want one good egg. One egg that will genetically be able to create a healthy child. One egg that I can count on. Out of all these stupid eggs, I just want one. I don’t even care how long it takes me to get to that egg….I just want it to be there.
Everyone thinks it’s sooooooooo wonderful that I create all these eggs. Everyone thinks that I’ll definitely get PG with all these eggs. What “Everyone” doesn’t understand is that after going through 60 – yes 60!!! – embryo’s, I had one good pregnancy. One healthy baby, who I lost because of my cervix. Now, I have to hope that of these that I get now…..there is one more baby. What are the real odds of that? Probably not that great. But, I keep hoping. And I keep praying. Cuz if that baby isn’t in this bunch of eggs…then it’s no baby for us.
And that’s my rant for the day.
lots of baby dust to you!
my thoughts are with you,
Coach Louise
http://www.lifebalanceinfertilitycoach.wordpress.com
i totally know how you feel..i had 27 follicles during stimming and heard the same things from everyone.. but i only ended up with 4 embryos.. i was the only one not really shocked by that. anyway.. wishing you the best!! hoping you have a perfect little one in there with tons of potential!
thank you so much ladies!!
And Emily…isn’t it amazing how hardened and negative we become?
I want you to know I’m praying for those last two snowbabies!!