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..what started out as an IVF journey and ended up being about life

A few quiet moments September 1, 2012

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It’s been a crazy, wacky summer and I haven’t had time to think much less post on here. But, it’s Labor Day weekend and although I’ll be working tomorrow and Monday, I got a little unexpected reprieve tonight. We had a party last night and were headed up to CT to visit the ‘rents and I got a call from my neighbor that Stormy was bleeding from the e-collar so I decided to head home early today. Pup is fine, lots of cleanup to do and vet is being called on Monday.

Now — the update on my life:

Marathon is NOT happening. My knees are killing me and there is no way I’m running 26 miles with these knees. I am going to do the half as I’ve been able to run 12/13 miles a few times and I know I’ll be able to finish that. Just have to get back to running as of tomorrow for sure. A little depressed about not being able to do a full marathon but I am realistic that I’m going to be 47 years old and I can’t do everything.

My sister-in-law is getting married in less than a week!!! We are all set and I am pretty excited for this party…just based on the fact that we will get to have a huge celebration with the whole family and spend a few days together….no more details for now…

Doggies are good. Stormy is a bit crazed right now — looks like she is entering into her adolescence. The biggest problem is she injured her tail somehow and keeps opening it back up. Which is sort of what led to the mess yesterday. So, I’ll call the vet on Tuesday and take her in to see what they can do. Probably going to end up needing some meds to calm her crazy self down.

And on to the star of our show — Young Mr Colin!!

He is a wild ride folks….all vim and vinegar this kid. More questions than you can think of and lots of running around. We have had an amazing summer together. We’ve done so much I can’t even figure how to record it. Third birthday party was good – both here and up in Connecticut. Fairs, parks, beaches, lakes and farms…this kid has done it all. I really have enjoyed this summer, cannot begin to say how much I love this age. He wants to know everything, see everything, experience everything. He is so lovey and I know that is NOT going to last.

How much am I going to miss this lovey boy? How do I hold onto the memory of him saying “Mom, I miss you so much.” or “Mom, I really, really love you.” How will I ever remember how it feels when he hugs me or asks me to hold him when he goes to sleep at night. The way he will grab my hand so he can take me and show me something important to him? All of these things happen daily and they just pass like a breeze and I know it won’t last. And I worry that I’ll never be able to remember what it felt like. Because time marches on and if it weren’t for old videos and/or photos I wouldn’t remember the baby that he was. So, I try to do as much as I can and record as much of it as possible. So that someday, far into the future, I CAN remember my little boy.

 

 

OMG – It’s been almost a MONTH!! June 23, 2012

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What a slacker!!

I’ve gotten over my depression in regards to “the car robbery”.

Stormy finally got spayed. I have to say that she is a MUCH better patient then Misty ever was. She’s been so good, staying in her crate, not jumping on anything or licking at her stitches and taking her meds like a champ. I am so proud of our little girl, 2 days down and 8 to go before her stitches heal.

Working on C’s birthday party – just doing favors this year, party is at a place.

Going to Connecticut next week – first time this year – SO EXCITED!

Made Dad and Dan tee shirts with C for Father’s Day – they came out cute.

We’ve had a crazy month – lot’s of fairs. Mr. Colin has developed a deep love for carnival rides. He also wants to dump thousands of dollars in “Carnie Games” but we refuse to encourage that particular habit.And what is it with the games anyway?! I know they are a part of the whole carnival theme but really?! These people could really spring for a slightly better quality of stuffed animal or toy…I refuse to spend $25 on a $3 item. Sorry Charlie!!

Training in progress for the marathon I plan on running in September – more on that later.

Took C to a couple classes at the local farm.

and last but certainly not least:

My Uncle George passed last week and he will be sorely missed. He was such an unusual man yet so open, honest and mostly so well-loved. He left behind 3 daughters who will miss him dearly. After losing my mother, I know how much it sucks to lose your parent. Thankfully, they still have their mother to help them get through but she has to deal with the loss of her husband. The funeral was so moving – they asked people to come up to the alter if they had anything to say about George and so many of his friends and relatives gave the most moving speeches about him. So, Uncle George – this one is for you. Enjoy being a “spiritual being in a spiritual world” – I loved you dearly and will truly miss you.